Chapter 5

Back to the regularly scheduled programming! Let me tell you about a boy named Felix. He's absolutely beautiful. He has a famously deep voice, yet is still the sweetest, cutest dude. He has a very intense, captivating stage presence, but will also make brownies and cookies for his friends.

When I tell you I fell for this man the second I saw his face. He captivated me even more than Jimin. I couldn't tell if I wanted to be him or be with him. I think the answer is both.

Once I discovered Felix, I realized that what I felt towards him, Jimin, and a few other people was gender envy. I wanted to steal their gender expression for myself.