Well... that happened. I think it went well... but did it? Did I talk too much? Did I talk to little? Was it wrong for me to decline food? Should we have gotten food? Was my drink appropriate? Was it too manly, too girly? Was I a little drunk? No, I was fine, right? Maybe I was a little tipsy. Did I say something I shouldn't have? Did he/she like me? Yes... No... I don't know... We kissed, that has to be good right? Maybe he/she was doing it because they felt forced? Maybe they wanted to? Did it last too long? Was it to short? Did I laugh too hard? Did he/she have a good time? Were they bored? Was I boring? Was my anxiety visible? I'm so ashamed. Maybe it wasn't. Yeah right, it definitely was. Will he/she text back for a second date? Probably not but maybe they will. Should I text them first? This is never going to end is it?