You're happy you went to work on Friday because your boss told you how good a job you've been doing, and talked about the possibility of a raise in the future. That's a good sign, as you had feared that the amount you'd missed recently put you near the edge of losing your job. This makes you wonder if you made the right decision cancelling on Tate. I mean your friendship will definitely continue after the move, but it won't be the same. You haven't seen each other, and aren't sure when you next will. On top of that you have scarcely heard from Brennan recently. You try to remind yourself that cancelling on your significant other one time doesn't mean the end. But you didn't cancel once, you seem to have made a habit of it, and that only fuels the fear in your mind of why you haven't spoken to each other as frequently these past few weeks.
Continue.