Your mother calls you in the morning one day, and informs you that she doesn't have to work on Friday, and asks if you're free that day. You look at your calendar, and shockingly you have neither work or class. "Perfect!" she says. You're excited to see her since you had to cancel on her birthday dinner, and you can still give her her present now.
Tate sends you a text the same day. "Hey, I'm sorry if I seemed rude on the phone last week, I just really wanna spend time with you. I'm free on Friday as long as you are too before like dinner time. Also, just found out that train rides are gonna be like 20 dollars from my new home, so I'll be back more often than I thought :)"
It seems that your fears are just those. Whatever scenarios you've created in your head are not reality, and the people in your life care about you enough to see past whatever transgressions you feel you've made. You realize that everything turned out fine in the end.
End. Try again.