You breathe in and out.
You're normally fine with reading, but something about today and right now seems to be prohibiting you. You hate when you get like this. It feels like your brain is actively working against you.
You tear up, standing in front of your sink. It's 10 pm. Your brain hates you, you're an awful student, and your stupid assignment still isn't done. You needed that one fucking assignment done because you've already missed so many.
You just wish you were better.
