The truth is that I love her but things do not feel right. We have been trying to go out to the park and walk around our neighborhood, at least trying to establish a sense of normalcy, but nothing is helping. Most of my friends have been telling me to just walk away, that this year being with Emily has not been worth it. I don't want to feel that way, however, a small voice inside me says that it isn't completely worth it.
We are trying to stay afloat with our finances, and we need each other to survive in New York. I'm struggling to find the silver lining if Emily doesn't like anything I have been trying to do. We go back and forth and back and forth until neither of us have anything to say. We sit in those terrible silences that never mean anything good.
What should I do?
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