Later that night...

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It’s 7:30 pm. You're driving up to Evan's house with your friends getting their phones ready to film you.

This is it.

After this you are officially popular.

As you pull up you hear screams. Screams turn into sirens and soon you see a front lawn covered with police cars, an ambulance, and two cars. Neighbors are near crying. You stop the car and stare at the scene in front of you. Someone behind you whispers

"holy shit...he did it. He killed himself""

You get out of the car and watch everything happen in slow motion. A body bag is carried into the ambulance. Two people rush to the doors sobbing and it doesn't take a genius to know who they are. You start sobbing without even noticing. Your friends yell at you to get back in the car but you don't listen.

One thought runs through your head for years to come:

Was it worth it?